I received a message from God in my driveway.
Let me back up. For those of you that may know me, you may know that I adore the night sky. Whenever the moon swells and the stars begin to fill-in their map of the universe, I get captivated. With my neck craned back, I gaze upward in silent admiration at God’s artistry.
Well one night, when evening had settled, I burst out the back door and laid down on the warm asphalt of the driveway. With the midnight curtain spread above me, I prayed and praised God for the vastness of His work. It was such a peaceful moment, but one that didn’t last long.
The tingling against my leg made me think of the bugs that could be crawling about on the driveway, heading toward my skin. The dog barking in the distance reminded me of the coyotes that may be lurking on their nightly prowl.
The seemingly rational fears disrupted my serenity and laying on the driveway was no longer comfortable for me. After a few minutes of trying to relax and focus on the hope of a shooting star, I had to stand up, looking around me with more paranoia than I’d like to admit.
But even while I checked my skin for bugs and shook the gravel out of my hair, God was speaking to me.
“Do you see what happen here?” I felt Him say.
“How I spooked myself?”
“And yet, no bugs under your feet and no coyotes hiding in the bushes.”
“But I am in the mountains, it’s not unheard-of to find coyotes in the area.”
“Don’t you know that I am with you? You were dwelling in so much peace. Quiet–meditating in my presence. Wasn’t it great? But you let your fear take over.”
“I’m sorry, Father, I couldn’t help it.”
“Fear is out to rob you of your peace and joy in Me. It doesn’t take long before its ideas capture your mind.”
“Barely five minutes.”
I chided myself for letting the “what-ifs” creep into my thoughts and not only ruin my prayer time, but also my star-gazing time. I realized just how quick and easy Satan can use something so little to disrupt our connection with God.
I learned that to continue inviting the thoughts of God into my life, I must train myself to push away the thoughts of the Devil: fear, doubt, pride. They will work to steal everything good God has been working in my heart and will stop at nothing until they succeed.
But I have the love of the God of the Universe. I have the hope of His promises. I have the peace of His plan. And I have the blessings of His favor.
So when Satan attacks next time, maybe I’ll be ready to stand firm in victory with my eyes pointed toward the stars.